The radiator made its little death rattle again, and I didn’t want soup. I wanted silence. Something warm but stringy. Something I could fork through over and over without thinking too hard. The squash was just… there. On the counter. Still had the sticker from Hannaford on it. Her Highness’s spaghetti squash recipe had been folded into the side of my fridge for weeks—torn from an old issue, next to Mae’s orthodontist reminder and that magnet from Provincetown that never sticks straight.
The light was weird that afternoon. Blue, like February was pretending to be spring.
What the Original Looked Like
Martha’s version is tidy, of course. She roasts the squash cut side down—clean parchment, golden edges, not a rogue seed in sight. She finishes it with parsley, lemon juice, olive oil (measured), and the tiniest dusting of Parmesan “if desired.” Her Highness doesn’t desire often, but when she does, it’s always just enough. I remember reading the page and thinking—this looks like a dish for someone who irons napkins.
But I made it anyway. I always do. Eventually.
What I Did Differently
I didn’t have fresh parsley. Had that dry jar from last summer—lid cracked, still smelled okay. Used that. Doubled the lemon without meaning to. Forgot I’d already squeezed some, then went back in. And the cheese? Not a whisper. A blanket. Mae likes it better that way, though she doesn’t say it outright. Just eats faster when it’s cheesy.
Also added extra salt. That sea salt I shouldn’t still be using. From the Provincetown trip. The one with too much wine and too many feelings. Still good on squash, though.
The Way It Happened in My Kitchen
The oven door stuck a little when I opened it—always does in winter. I set the squash down face-first like Martha said, but mine leaked. A thin hiss of steam and some juice pooling underneath like it was bleeding.
The smell reminded me of that time I tried roasting a pumpkin with Mae and forgot the cinnamon. She said it “tasted like a gourd with trauma.” She wasn’t wrong.
While it roasted, I stood near the window. Thought about putting laundry in. Didn’t. The radiator ticked. I poked at the green Pyrex bowl, wondering when I last used it. Might’ve been that onion tart I made when the fridge broke.
After scraping the strands out (too early, it burned my hand—I didn’t wait), I tossed it in the bowl with lemon, olive oil, that stubborn parsley. It looked dry. I added more oil. Still looked dry. So I ignored it and grated cheese like I was mad at it.
Ate standing up. Mae was at her dad’s. House too quiet. The squash clung to the fork like it didn’t want to let go.
What I Learned
Don’t skimp on the lemon. Not if your heart’s a little tired.
That dry parsley still works if you crush it in your hand first. Let it release something.
And sometimes the simpler the food, the louder it tastes when the room is silent.
What I Did With the Extras
There weren’t any. I scraped the bowl clean. Used a spoon near the end, even though it was stringy. It still worked. Like picking at a memory you half-remember.
Would I Make It Again?
Yeah. On the next blue-light day when the radiator won’t stop coughing.
That’s As Much As I Remember
I tossed the parchment. Didn’t fold it back onto the fridge. Just… let it go. The magnet still won’t stay upright. But it’s still there. Like the salt.
If you’re after something warmer, I did a leek thing last December that hit harder.

FAQs
Yeah. I did. crushed it in my palm first like someone trying to wake it up. not the same, but it worked.
Depends how long you roast it. mine had a little char on the bottom because I forgot about it for ten minutes. honestly? liked it better that way.
You should. her highness says “optional.” I say “essential.” pile it on like it’s covering something emotional.
Sort of. microwave makes it sad. oven works better. or just eat it cold from the bowl like I did.
Then maybe this isn’t the one. but if you’re lemon-hesitant, start small. add it late. or skip it. it’ll still feed you.
Check out More Recipes
- Martha Stewart Chocolate Cake
- Martha Stewart Cornbread
- Martha Stewart Cream Cheese Frosting
- Martha Stewart Eggplant Parmesan

Martha Stewart Spaghetti Squash
Description
Creamy, sharp, and just stubborn enough to match the day.
Ingredients
Instructions
- Preheat the oven: 425°F and line a sheet pan with parchment. don’t skip it unless you like scrubbing burnt squash goo later.
- Prep the squash: slice it in half (carefully, it’s stubborn), scoop out the seeds, rub the cut side with olive oil and season with salt + pepper like you mean it.
- Roast cut side down: put it face-down on the tray and let it go for about an hour. it should smell a little sweet and give when you poke it. mine hissed.
- Cool and scrape: let it sit for a few minutes if you have patience. I didn’t. burned my hand. still worth it. use a fork to rake out the strands into a bowl.
- Toss it all together: add lemon juice, a little more olive oil, crushed parsley, pepper flakes, more salt if it needs it. taste first. then taste again.
- Finish with cheese: lots. not a sprinkle. a snowfall. stir it in or leave it on top like a secret.
- Eat however you want. I stood by the sink with a fork and no regrets.